Most Of All, I’ve Learned

I’ve learned.  A lot.  And I learn every day and I pray that I continue to learn every day until the day I die.  I never, ever want to be at a place where I stop learning.  Isn’t that what life is all about?  Learning?

In my life, I’ve lived, I’ve loved, I’ve lost, I’ve missed, I’ve hurt, I’ve trusted, I’ve made mistakes, but, most of all, I’ve Learned. ~Unknown

I think as we get older, we learn at a rate that is much faster than that when we are young.  I think that’s just a factor of life.  Maybe it’s because we allow more open space in our heart and mind in order to learn.

I feel blessed to live the life I now live and the life I’ve lived up to this point.  I’ve had some losses and I’ve been hurt.  But even with those, I learned.  I’ve learned from my losses and I’ve learned from my hurts.  If you’ve never lost or never been hurt, you probably haven’t done much living.

And I’ve placed trust in people for whom later I wished I hadn’t.  But’s that’s life too and I learned from it.  Learning who you can trust is one of the most important life lessons.  Just recently, I had another dose of this life lesson.  I was very let down by someone I considered a friend, someone I trusted.  Not just let down, but hurt by untrue and unfair allegations and my character was attacked.  God has really helped me heal and move on from this.  Looking back I saw little red flags that I ignored, things I didn’t want to believe at the time.  Things that the other person did to others that I was uncomfortable with, but I remained in the friendship.  Never ignore your gut feelings.  Embrace those feelings, examine them and try to figure out what God is showing you.  I know that was God showing me some things, but I didn’t learn the lesson until it was too late.  As is often the case when you learn lessons too late, it was particularly painful.  I learned this particular life lesson very well.

And, Lord, the mistakes I’ve made.  So many.  But I now see mistakes as lessons learned and I grow from them.  In my younger life, I didn’t handle mistakes so well.  Each time I made a mistake, I would beat myself up for it over and over again.  So I was reliving it over and over in my mind, keeping regret in my heart.  That wasn’t very productive and I learned another way to deal with mistakes–you have to see them as lessons learned and grow from them.

I pray that as God grants me the number of my days, He will also continue to give me a love of learning!

Sending you learned blessings from Sterrett, Alabama!

Charity